There are times (like this week) where I just wish that life had a remote control...one with a fast forward button and a rewind button.
I know that if this actually existed, life would be very different and probably very lame, but still, a girl can dream, right?
Since a remote control with such life altering buttons does NOT exist, I am here and now living life and praying for patience.
I am the type of person who NEEDS to be busy. I am a people-person, a "do-er". Well, God is certainly shaping and molding me into someone who is learning (I am fighting this, but slowly relenting to the learning) to be content with NOT having things to do. Ha!
The school year ended and with it went my 5:30am alarm clock ringing and my 7:45-3pm job teaching cute, little children...and now I simply work part-time at WS and (gasp) have a virtually free schedule. Okay, so I babysit 3 nights each week, but I have free days...and I don't know what to do with myself!
I sit and listen to music. I do puzzles. I read. I lay out at the beach. I catch-up with friends. I drink tea. I walk to the library. I enjoy summer...but I am starting to go stir-crazy. I need projects, to help someone, hang out with people, teach people, work, anything.
I know that all things have a time and place. I know that God sees the big picture. I know that a full-time teaching job is waiting for me (some day). I know that love is somewhere down the road. I know that friends will return (and probably leave again)...so now I just need to learn (once again) to breathe and be patient.